There are some days when I don't think magic exists. That it was/is all a fantasy. When this happens, I fall into a deep black pit with the only thought being that . . . . this is all there is - nothing is special, nothing is magical, and there's no way I'll ever be more than just a 40-something editor.
I just want something magical to happen - either to me or somewhere near me. Please? I want to believe in the impossible again.